Friday, March 29, 2013

Barabbas... and me on Good Friday


          (Apology: this entry is longer than usual.  Sorry, but this is based on something I shared at Bible study the other day, and I thought I might include it here.)
      Good Friday: the hinge of history and the hope of humanity on this terrible, horrible... glorious day.  An innocent Man willingly went to the cross and became guilt that we, the guilty, might become innocent.  
 None truly comprehended what that God-Man was doing that awful, wonderful day... except perhaps, just perhaps, one man.  For you see that horrific day, there was one man who knew beyond a shadow of a doubt that he was guilty. That he was condemned. And that he deserved to die for his guilt that day. 
     Barabbas.  Interesting that his name means “son of a father”--and who of us is not a son or daughter of a father?  We are all Barabbas.  So his story, well, it’s actually our story as well.   
     Pilate, still trying figure out a way to free Jesus since he knows He’s innocent, hits upon a seemingly foolproof plan.  He recalls that there’s a tradition of permitting the Jews to ask for the release of one prisoner at the time of the Passover festival.  So Pilate offers them a choice: I’ll either release Jesus or release Barabbas.   Pilate’s certain, of course, that they’ll pick Jesus.  This is what you call a no-brainer.  Barabbas is notorious--a murderer, a robber, and the leader of a violent insurrection against Rome that could have gotten all the Jews killed.  
     Pilate knows when offered this choice, the people will choose the Prince of Peace, the King of the Jews, rather than this violent, wicked rebel.  
     But they don’t.  They shout “Release Barabbas” and “Crucify Jesus!”  And so a rebel, an insurrectionist, goes free and an innocent man takes his place on the cross.  
    The great preacher, Donald Grey Barnhouse, imagined how it might have happened:

    “Barabbas must have looked at the palms of his hands and wondered how it would feel to have the nails ripping through the flesh.  He must have remembered scenes of crucifixion death, and the slow agony of the victims who suffered at times for a day or two before merciful death came to release them.  He must have awakened with a start if he heard a sound of the clanging hammers that would bring death near to him.  And then, in his prison, he heard the vague murmuring of the crowd that roared outside like the murmur of a troubled sea.  He thinks he hears his own name.  He can tell that there are angry cries, and fear rises in his heart.  Then he hears the sound of a key in the lock, and a jailer comes to him and releases him from the chain that is wound around him, for the Bible tells that he was bound.  He must have thought that his time had come, but the jailer takes him to the door and tells him he is free.
    In his stupefaction he moves toward the crowd.  There is little welcome for him, and he senses the deep preoccupation of the people.  It he meets one of his old companions in the crowd, he is greeted with but a moment’s word, and then he hears the surging roar, ‘Crucify Him!  Crucify Him!’  In modern language he would say to his companions, ‘What’s the pitch?  Give me the lowdown!’  And he would be briefly answered that the roar is against Jesus and that He is to be crucified, and that the crowd had cried out for the release of Barabbas.
    Stunned, he walks nearer to the center of the scene and sees the man who is to die in his place.  Finally the procession begins toward Golgatha.  He follows and sees Jesus fall under the weight of the cross.  He sees Simon of Cyrene pressed by the soldiers to fall in line and carry the cross, and finally they arrive at Calvary.  What must have been in his thoughts?  He hears the echoing blows of the hammer striking the nails, and looks down at his own hands.  He had thought that this would be his day.  He had thought that the nails would tear his flesh.  And here he is breathing the air of springtime and looking at the dark cloud that is gathering in the sky.  Does he say, ‘Those hammer blows were meant for me, but He is dying in my place?’ He could have said it in literal truth that day.
    The cross is lifted up and he sees the silhouette against the sky.  The sun grows dark and he hears voices that come to him like thunder.  ‘Father, forgive them, for they know not what they do.’  The centurion passes near Him and seeing the look on His face, says, ‘Truly this was the Son of God.’  And Barabbas, more than before, looks with wonder and amazement at the Man who is dying for him.  There comes a cry. ‘It is finished,’ and a little while later he sees the soldiers take down the body and put it in its temporary grave.  He goes back to the city, and all the little things that he had expected to see no more come before his eyes with the freshness of new creation.  ‘He took my place. Jesus took my place.  They released me, Barabbas, who deserved to die, and they crucified Jesus instead of me. He took my place.  He died instead of me...”

     Barabbas wasn’t the only guilty, condemned man whose place Jesus took on the cross that day.  For you see, I’m a rebel and you’re a rebel.  We’ve all led a one-person rebellion against God.  We’ve all betrayed and denied Jesus.  We’ve all been haters or hypocrites or gossipers or liars.  We’ve all essentially told God, “I’m staging a take-over, I have a better plan, and I’m going to run this show.” 
     And for all that, Jesus said, “Lord, take Me instead of her.  Release her and crucify me.  I’ll take her guilt and You give her My righteousness.”
     That’s the divine exchange and that’s what happens every time someone puts their faith in Christ.  
                           A rebel is set free.  
      A.W. Tozier writes that “God thru Christ turns rebels into worshippers.”  And that’s who we are--at the heart of it all, we’re rebels and the verdict is “Guilty!”
      But Christ!  But Christ! 
      The only difference between a rebel and a worshipper is Christ, and He has taken our place as guilty rebels and set us free to be innocent worshippers.  And for this divine exchange, this incomparable gift of glorious grace, what can we do but say “Thank You, thank You, thank You, Jesus!”
     That is all I know to do--me, this guilty rebel now made clean and free.   Worship the King who took my place on the cross that horrific, glorious Good Friday.  
                           To God--the glorious, gracious, good Savior--be all the glory.

Thursday, March 28, 2013

Maundy Thursday

      Maundy Thursday--the day we remember Jesus and His disciples sharing the Last Supper together in the Upper Room.  The last night of the earthly life of the Son of God, the Creator of the Universe... and He chose to spend it kneeling in the dust, washing filthy feet.
      It's thursday evening right now.  After a long, busy day, I finally can sit down for a few moments and reflect. Sure, I've had a lot to do today, but can it compare to walking miles along dusty roads while teaching, healing, forgiving, loving, rebuking... all the while walking inexorably to the cross?  No, my day suddenly comes into clearer focus and I realize I have no room to complain.  Indeed, when should we ever have room for anything but gratitude?
      But what if I knew, beyond a shadow of a doubt, that these next few hours would be my last here on this earth, with my family, with my friends--what would I say?  What would I do?
     We know what Jesus said and did. "Now before the Feast of the Passover, when Jesus knew that His hour had come to depart out of this world to the Father, having loved His own who were in the world, He loved them to the end. (John 13:1).
     He loved.  
     And He loved to the very end, loved to the "uttermost," some translations read, by removing His outer garment, picking up a towel, and slowly, lovingly cradling grime-encrusted feet in His soon-to-be pierced hands and washed.  Is that what I would choose to do?  To serve rather than to be served?  To wash rather than to be waited upon? To kneel rather than to know peace and comfort?  To be abased like a lowly servant rather than to be applauded and appreciated as someone superior?  
     It's easy to forget to love in the midst of busyness and accomplishing and hurrying and pushing.  But if we're not loving, then we're not following the Savior's leading.  And if we're not loving, well, we're missing it... and missing Him.  Because He will be wherever costly love is being extended.
     The term "Maundy" comes from a Latin root that means "commandment."  "Commandment Thursday" we might call this day.  And the Lord Jesus makes His commandment crystal clear on this night of Maundy Thursday: "A new commandment I give to you, that you love one another: just as I have loved you, you also are to love one another. By this all people will know that you are My disciples, if you have love for one another." (John 13:34-35)
     A new commandment--to love.  And love is service.  Love is willing to be inconvenienced.  Love is happy to get dirty and messy and tired and uncomfortable.  Love is sacrifice.  Love is action.
     Love is following the Savior, for love is the Savior.  Love holds out it's hands and willingly takes the nails.  Love says, "I forgive you... even when you don't deserve it and can never earn it."  Love takes the initiative and extends grace and mercy... even to the ungracious and unmerciful.  For such were we.
     So Lord, on this Maundy Thursday, we wonder and rejoice as we remember a Sovereign washing and a King kneeling, and a Savior loving all the way to the end... from a cradle to a cross to a crown.  Help us to love as Jesus loved.  It's just that simple--love as He loved, serve as He served, forgive as He forgave.  To God be the glory.  

Wednesday, March 27, 2013

Walking with our Big God

     "And every day He was teaching in the temple, but at night he went out and lodged on the mount called Olivet.  And early in the morning all the people came to Him in the temple to hear Him.
     Now the Feast of the Unleavened Bread drew near, which is called the Passover.  And the chief priests and the scribes were seeking how to put Him to death, for they feared the people.
     Then Satan entered Judas called Iscariot, who was of the number of the twelve.  He went away and conferred with the chief priests and officers how he might betray Him to them.  And they were glad, and agreed to give him money.  So he consented and sought an opportunity to betray Him to them in the absence of a crowd."  (Luke 21:37-22:6)
     Most believe these are the events that occurred on Wednesday of Holy Week.  My big plan had been to write about each day of Holy Week.  Well, today is Wednesday, which means so far, I've only missed Sunday, Monday, and Tuesday of Holy Week.
     So much for my big plans.
     What a snapshot, is it not, of our constant tendency--make big plans, but fail first to come to the Creator and Sustainer of the Universe and ask Him, "Father, what are Your plans for me today?  What is Your will?  Father, would You lead me today... would You, in Your mercy and grace and power, use me for Your Kingdom for however many hours You give me today?  And if I make it to the end of these next 24 hours, if You have not yet taken me home to be with You, then Lord, would You keep me faithful?"
     Because here's the thing: He doesn't call for us to make big plans.  He calls for us to make Him big.
     In whatever way He leads us for that day--make Him bigger.  In whatever arena He places us in the hours He gives us--make Him bigger... and bigger... and bigger.
     And that means walking with Him.  He's already walking with us, beside us, behind us, before us.  But are we keeping pace with Him or are we too busy with our "big plans" for the day that we run ahead, busy, efficient, organized and ready to get on with all we've got to do?
      Or maybe we start lagging behind--gazing at other people or places or pleasures, preoccupied with the things that tend to detract us from keeping pace.  Sometimes it's such simple stuff, isn't it, that can cause us to lag behind and lose sight of our Savior walking up ahead of us.  We open our computers quickly in the early morning, just to check for an email, but then we check something on the internet (for me, that's usually Amazon) and the next thing we know, the time has flown and there's just not a moment left to slow down and savor a moment's stroll with the Savior.
     I wrote about it the other day--Jesus kept walking.  And He is walking still and longs for us to walk with Him.  And see the sights. Delight in the beauty of His creation in His Word, in His Person, in His peace.  Chat with Him about whatever weights on our hearts... and listen to whatever He wants to tell us to lift those burdens.  Walk with Him wherever He chooses to go and savor His presence and soak in His love.
     A dear friend, Holly, and I chatted yesterday on our way into Bible study.  We feel like we've been running a race the past week. Homework and activities left us no time to stroll with Jesus and savor the gift of Holy Week, the Passion of Christ, the love of the Father for us.  No time to sit with our families and talk about what this really all means.  How what Jesus did everyday of this very week changed everything.  Everything.  Changed all of history.  Even more miraculously, changed our hearts.  O forgive us, Father.
     So today, might we all slow our pace.  If we're busily running ahead of the Savior, preoccupied with our big plans, let's slow down and savor the Savior.  Ask the Father to help us this day to make the One who came to save the world the BIG One.  O Lord, forgive our tendency to want to be big--might You be bigger and bigger and bigger.
     And if we've been lagging behind, maybe even wandering off the path, losing sight of Jesus completely, well, it's never too late.  He's just up ahead.  Can't you see Him now, turning around, smiling and laughing, and saying, "Hey, come on!  I've got so much to tell you.  Come tell Me all about it.  Let's walk through this day together and discover all that the Father has in store for you.  And trust Me, it's gonna be big.  Because He is the Biggest and the Best.  And we'll do it all together, just you and I Am."
     Thank You, Lord Jesus, for walking with us. And whether we run ahead or lag behind, You're ready to quicken Your pace to catch us or slow it down a bit to find us back there where we ran off the road.  And You'll pull us out of the ditch and clean us up and love us just as much... because Your love is big.  Big as a cross that stretches throughout eternity.
     To God, our BIG BIG BIG GOD, be all the glory.

Monday, March 25, 2013

Keep Walking

     "When the days drew near for Him to be taken up, He set His face for Jerusalem." (Luke 9:51)
     Jesus "set His face for Jerusalem," knowing all that was before Him.  Knowing the bruising and beating and mocking and betraying and abandoning and humliating.  Knowing it all... He set His face for Calvary.  For a cross.  For us.
     As He walked those dusty roads, step by step, closer and closer towards His torture and death, He walked resolutely for one reason: His love for us.  Thank You, Lord Jesus.
     You kept walking, knowing all the agony and suffering that was before You. You kept walking, knowing that soon You would experience the weight of  all sin, all shame, all guilt for all time upon Your slender sinless shoulders and Your perfect holy heart.  You kept walking, knowing that on that terrible Friday, for the first time in all of eternity, You would be separated from Your Heavenly Father, separated by all that sin You bore.  You kept walking, knowing that instead of Your Father's infinite love, You would experience His infinite wrath, for You would become sin for us and bear the curse of that sin.
      And You kept walking,  knowing that all--literally all-- hung in the balance for those You came to save in these momentous days before You.  We simply cannot begin to imagine such pressure... but You kept walking, resolutely... for us, all for us.  Who can comprehend such strength?  Who can fathom such love?  "Love divine, all loves excelling..."
      But Lord Jesus, if You kept walking, then we can keep walking too.
      No matter what any of us may be facing today, it cannot compare to what our Savior faced.  Whatever suffering, whatever sorrows, whatever separation... He understands, for He's already endured infinitely worse... all for the love of you. And if He kept walking... then you can too.  Because you do not walk alone.  He walks right beside you, before you, behind you, and within you.
     And if He walks with me and in me and for me, then whom or what need I fear?
     Lord, You kept walking faithfully for us... keep us walking faithfully for You.
    To our resolute, forever faithful Savior be all the glory.

Thursday, March 21, 2013

That the world may know


      We have been studying John 17 in Bible study--Jesus’ “High Priestly Prayer,” and His prayer has challenged and convicted me on so many levels.  I could write all day about His remarkable words, but just to focus on one of the things we talked about the other day has to do with the part of His prayer focused on all believers.  (In the first part of His prayer, He prays for Himself; in the second part, He prays for His disciples; and in the third part He prays for us!--for all believers.)
John 17:20-21,23: “I do not ask for these only, [meaning His disciples] but also for those who will believe in Me through their word, that they [that us!] may be one, just as You, Father, are in Me, and I in You, that they also may be in us, so that the world may believe that You have sent Me... I in them and You in Me, that they [us!]  may become perfectly one, so that the world may know  that You sent Me and loved them even as You have loved Me.”  Wow!
Think of that--we are to be one as Jesus and the Father are one, and we are LOVED as the Almighty Father infinitely loves His Son!  What love God has for us!  I don’t know what that does for you, but it should make your gratitude and joy go through the roof!  But Christ’s words should and must also affect our behavior--and especially our unity.  We may belong to different churches, different political parties, different Bible studies.  We may have differing tastes in music or dress or habits... but if Jesus is our Savior, we belong to One Lord, and we are to love one another and thereby experience true unity.  And God intends that our unity would then be a visible, tangible demonstration to the world of the beauty and glory of our Savior.   
Yet, tragically we can often completely mess this up, can’t we?   We’re willing to die on some little molehill of insignificance when it comes to church--whether it’s the type of music or the decor or the informality of the dress code, and the result is rancor and disunity.  Or perhaps we allow some little root of irritation with another believer to develop into bitterness, or some difference of opinion to stir up anger.  So often the destructive disunity that results began over something insignificant or even silly, but the damage can be terrible. And all the while satan laughs as the world witnesses not how good and great our Savior is, but the misplaced anger and irritation that has divided God’s people.  
The Puritan preacher, Thomas Brooks, wrote: “Discord and division become no Christian.  For wolves to worry the lambs is no wonder, but for one lamb to worry another, this is unnatural and monstrous.”  And for centuries, great theologians have reiterated: “In essentials unity; in non-essentials liberty; and in all things charity.”   
Yes, we stand strong and immovable upon the essential truths--those are mountains worth dying upon--but not upon superficial stuff or selfish preferences  or personality conflicts.  Forgive us, Father, when we fail to reflect true unity with one another that reflects the perfect unity between the Father and the Son.  We cannot demonstrate the love and grace of Christ to a watching, wary world if we are just as messed up and mean-spirited as everyone else in the world.  They don’t know better... we should.  We must.  
And what’s the basis of true Christian unity?  It’s the Person and work of Jesus Christ and His glory.  We must stand strong on Truth--the Truth of God’s written Word, the Bible, and the Truth of His living Word, the Lord Jesus.  But we do it in love.  We do it in grace.  “In essentials unity; in non-essentials liberty; and in ALL things love.”  
And as with everything else, we cannot do this on our own!  I can’t make it one hour without thinking some critical or ugly or selfish thought.  It’s apparent I can be one hot mess, and why on earth God chose me as one of His children, well, I’ll never get over the incredible joy and wonder of it!  
But guess what?  You can be a hot mess too!  Sure, you may be better organized with a better hair-do, better behaved children, and a better yard--but seriously, let’s be honest here--deep down, sometimes you’re just as selfish and unkind and silly as me, just in different ways.  But God loves you extravagantly anyway and wants to hear from you... in fact, you’re the apple of His eye, even in all your mess!  
So since we’re all a mess, but Jesus chose us, died for us, and is crazy about us anyway, well then, it’s high time we be unified in our love for Him and for one another... and thus help win a lost and desperate world.  All this week, the phrase “that the world may know... that the world may know” kept ringing in my ears.  How will the world know unless we not only tell them but SHOW them by the way we are one in our love for Him and for one another?  
If Jesus is our Savior, then we’re beloved sons or daughters of the King.  Let’s start living like who we are in Him, by loving and showing grace to one another in Truth-based unity rather than fussing and fretting and criticizing ... that the world may know how good and great our Savior is.  
To God be the glory.

Wednesday, March 20, 2013

Splashes of joy

                      Just a few random splashes of joy:
      The Broughton Caps basketball team in the State finals in Chapel Hill.  We lost in a hard fought, close game, but, we got there!  There's great beauty in giving your all and leaving it all out there on the court.  Not to mention the joy it brought so many of us who cheered them on.  Way to go, Caps!
     And then there's the joy of taking pictures of our Broughton Caps golf team today on a sun-drenched March afternoon.  Here's just one with a couple of the guys and one of our coaches--trust me, it's hard not to love these guys!  (But there are a lot more of them to love--these are just a few of them--Stephen, Court, Harrison, Coach Elsaesser, and Kirkland)
      And there's our city league basketball team, the Hawks, coached by the world-famous, coach extraordinaire: John Hogan.  City League Champs!!  All the boys on both teams fought hard, were great sports, and all the fans cheered their hearts out but also were nothing but gracious and kind to one another.  One of those days that restored your faith in humanity!  Go Hawks!
   I have to include this one of the peanut gallery.  This is actually the golf brigade that came over to cheer for the Hawks in the finals!  What can I say--another splash of joy!
  And continuing with the sports theme, there's also that very forgettable game when the Duke Blue Devils demolished our beloved Tar Heels... on our home court no less.  I'm trying hard to think of something positive to say.  umm, both teams had very nice uniforms and the warmups and the singing of the national anthem before the game began were fabulous. After that, it was all downhill.  But still, we love our Heels... and God is sovereign.  So thank You, Father, for the good and the... terrible.  But this was a sweet moment (before the game began... but there's always ice cream later so life is good)--
     My favorite picture from yesterday I'm thinking I better not include--since my daughter might kill me.  But imagine it: Janie sunbathing in the driveway with Moses sprawled out right beside her.  He looks even and happier and more relaxed to be soaking in those rays than she does.  But believe me, it's a picture that screams "Life is good!"--and I don't take it for granted.  Not one moment--all those little common splashes of joy that almost make us ache with the gift of living and breathing and seeing.  Nothing extraordinary--just reminders that each day is an irreplaceable, never-to-be-repeated gift from His hand.  Help us not to miss them, Lord.
     Thank You Jesus for the privilege of living in this world and enjoying Your goodness.  Thank You for splashes of joy.  Remind us in the darkness of all the light You have given us in the past... and will give us again.  Until You return, help us to live for Your glory and shine Your light.  Might we splash Your joy on those around us.  To God--our Joy Splasher--be all the glory.

Tuesday, March 19, 2013

Sovereign

     Okay, I'm hoping someone will fess up--I have no idea who dropped this off at our house yesterday afternoon!  But isn't it beautiful?  A crown atop a bed of flowers and palm branches.  I have it sitting right in the middle of our dining room table where I spend a lot of time working on Bible study lectures (and trying to monitor homework--HA!).  So whoever brought this, please let me know so I can THANK YOU SO MUCH!!  What a reminder sitting right in front of me--"Crown Him with many crowns, the Lamb upon His throne..."
     He is the King... and He is sovereign.  And the older I get, the greater the joy of knowing that --
     He. Is. Sovereign.
     As Caroline McMahon said last week, "He is sovereign... whether we like or not!"  But the more we come to know and love the Savior, the more precious, the more comforting this great truth becomes.  The truth that our King is King over all.  Absolutely all.  King over the good and the bad, the high and the low, the marvelous and the mystifying.
      Right now I'm listening to Chris Tomlin's beautiful song, "Sovereign," and the words express it all:
Sovereign in the mountain air
Sovereign on the ocean floor
With me in the calm
With me in the storm
Sovereign in my greatest joy
Sovereign in my deepest cry
With me in the dark
With me at the dawn
In Your everlasting arms
All the pieces of my life
From beginning to the end, I can trust You
In Your never failing love
You work everything for good
God whatever comes my way, I will trust You.
God whatever comes my way, I will trust You.
     Jonathan Parnell has written that "Humans tend to like the idea that we are captains of our own destinies.  Motivational glib like that will pack out self-help seminars.  But sooner or later, and hopefully sooner, we learn how bankrupt it all is.  We are not in charge, and that's a good thing.  Any peace and hope we have in our lives right now can be traced back to the fact that God alone is God, that He is the sovereign power behind everything."
     And John Piper explains: "God's sovereignty is... an invincible hope for tomorrow.  God's sovereignty means the good He intends for His children will not be deterred.  This means we can face anything.  All His promises to us will be fulfilled."
     Thank You Lord that You are KING and that You are sovereign.  Sovereign from the highest mountain to the deepest sea.  Sovereign from the first dawn that broke upon Adam's perfect garden to the last rays of sunset that will one day fall upon this broken planet before Christ redeems and restores it.  And sovereign in and over and through and upon all the places and people and moments in between.
     Sometimes I forget, Lord, and think I know better.  But I don't.  Never have, never will.  Only one King, and He is sovereign... over all.  "In Your never failing love, You work everything for good.  God whatever comes my way, I will trust You."   In You, the King, forever.   To God be the glory.